Malam Pra-Graduasi Pendidikan Kemahiran Hidup Sesi 08/09 Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris

Tarikh : 29 - 30hb Oktober 2011

Hari : Sabtu & Ahad

Tempat : Casa Rachardo Resort , Port Dickson

Ellow hai hai there .. Lame dah kot Yett tak update blog ni . Berhabuk dah hah . *hachhiiuuu!* . Fuhh . Maaf lah ye , kinda busy since pergi praktikum semester lepas . Tu yang jarang sangat nak update blog ni . Windu kat Yett tak ? Takkkk ?? Alamak , cedeyh ar nie . Haha .. Kidding . ;)

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My Heart is Crying

He's the one can make me forget about someone . That's why I accept him . I try . Pernah cakap before ni , I'm scared of accept anyone . Because my heart still belonging to someone . But I try so hard . And it's work . He'd took my heart slowly . Yes he is . But now , entah di mana silap dan salah nya hubungan ni . Semuanya tak seperti yang disangkakan . 

Before this pernah berlaku macam ni . Yes , masa dengan Awie dulu . He's not be by myside when I need him most . Bila aku tanya , senyap je . Suka menyepikan diri macam ni . Agak lama jugak he'd treat me like that . Last-last you know what had happened ? HATI SAYA DAH TAWAR . Hati saya yang selama ni sangat mencintai dan menyayanginya , semakin lama semakin tawar sebab layanan macam ni yang saya dapat . Kalau boleh , he's just ignore me like this .

Sakitnya hanya Tuhan sahaja yang tahu . Benda macam ni lah yang buat aku fobia sangat2 . Fobia nak mencuba untuk menerima seseorang dalam hidup saya . I know nothing is going to be perfect . But at least I'd make an effort on this . When things is going like this . MATI KUTU tau . What's on my mind is . I want to END UP this thing . I just want to be alone . I don't want to think too much . I can't . Nanti yang parah . Aku sendiri . I must save  myself . I'm sorry . Bukan nak kejam , but that's the reality . I HATE HEARTBROKEN .

Once I've fall for someone , I'll fall so hard . So please treat me well . But if you don't , then I'll move . That's me . You the one who create this situation . I'm just follow . I don't know what else should I do . I'm hurt enough . I think better we're remain be as a friend . Ok . 

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~ G I F T ~

On last Wednesday , I'd hangout with my Chinese students . Hehe . They have arranged the appointment . So , I just follow only lor . 

First , we've our lunch at Noodle Taste . Hehe ! Boleyh tahan larh makanan kat situ . Nak tahu ape ? Dieowang yang spon aku mamam . Memang baik betul lah budak nie . Lepas mamam tu , kami berjalan2 disekitar East Coast Mall tu je . Sementara nak tunggu masa nak tengok wayang kan . Movie started at 3.20pm . Before tengok wayang tu , we all karaoke dulu . Hihi ! Sah2 lah aku kena nyanyi lagu Chinese & Korean dengan dieowang . Hehe ! Tak tahu nyanyi ? Bantaiiii je . At least , I've fun that day . Thanks alot students . I'm really appreciate it . 

Oh yeah . On the next day . You want to know what ? They've gave me a present .. Haaa ! Wanna cried lar me that day . Haha ! Serious . Sangat2 terharu . They've gave to many effort . Tersentuhnye .. Sebak dada nak tinggalkan mereka . Budak2 aku yang nakal dulu pun banyak yang dah berubah sikap since aku dah ajar dieowang . Ouh guy , I'm gonna miss you all . :(

Then ade segelintir budak2 Form 1 nieyh yang suka sangat kat aku . Siap bagi kad raya yang dieowang buat sendiri & beli . Then , siap bagi tandatangan seluruh kelas bagi kat aku . See ? Mana tak nye aku nak nangeh .. Huhuhu ! 

What's in inside ? Wanna know ?? Jeng Jeng Jeng ... >.<

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Do you ACCEPT me for who I am ?

Sometimes , Im just wanna be like a little kid again . Tak nak fikir pasal apa2 yang boleh menyakitkan hati aku . Nak bermain2 . Nak kena marah dengan mak . Nak dapat kiss dari mak . Tapi everything is alrite . Mak marah , mak pukul sampai nangis pun aku tak kesah sebab mak sayang aku . Bila dah besar macam ni , bila orang yang sayang ngan kita TAK sayang dah , hati sakit tau . Sakit tu tak sama macam bila mak marah . Sakit tu boleh buat kita kelam kabut . Buat kita rasa tak tenang pun .

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~ New Life Has Began ~

5th August 2011

I'll finally move on . :)

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~ D o n ' t K n o w ~

If he’s really loves me . He wouldn’t scared to admit his feeling . Thus , he’s also will admit me as his gurlfie . Nothing to be scare of right ? If you really sincerely loving someone , what you want to do is you want the world know she/he’s yours .

·       At first you would text me: “Goodnight :]”

·       It then turned into: “Goodnight! :D”

·       Soon, it became: “Goodnight (insert name) Love”

·       And sure enough, it turned into your voice saying: “Goodnight babe! I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”

·       Then, soon, it turned into your voice saying: “Gnight.”

·       And then it went back to texts, saying: “Goodnight”

·       And finally, it made its way to: “Night.”

·       And now, you don’t even say anything to me anymore.

* Always happen :( *

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~ E M O T I O N A L ~

Maaf yuk . Emosi tak stabil 2 hari ni . Tu lah jiwang2 shaja rupa blog ni . Huhu ! Tak tahu nak luahkan kat siapa dah .. Better luah sorang2 kat sini kan . Lantak lah orang nak baca or what . Tak kisah lah orang tahu akan hidup peribadi aku .. Kepada sesiapa yang concern . Thanks ar . Kepada sesiapa yang cakap "Padan muka" tu , thanks gak ea .. :)  

I'm always said this to you . " I'm happy for you" . And it's the hardest and biggest LIE that I ever said . Mulut cakap lain tapi HATI kata lain . Mulut senyum tapi HATI menangis .

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Kenapa Aku Tak Leh Bahagia Macam Orang Lain ?

I'm HEARTBROKEN . I'M FEELING SO SAD . I MISS HIM . I DO LOVE HIM . Why must this happen huh ? Bila lah aku boleh bahagia macam orang lain ? Bila lah aku akan jumpa someone yang betul2 sayang kat aku ? Aku sendiri yang sakit now . Sakit sangat .. Tak suka akan perasaan ni .. :( Sangat2 tak suka perasaan yang hadir ini . Bahagia yang hadir tak selamanya . Sekejap je aku merasakan bahagia yang hadir . Bila dah bahagia , aku akan TERLUKA seperti sekarang . TERLUKA sangat2 . ;'( 

Lepas ni aku akan bergerak sendiri . Tak nak dah sayang2 kat orang . Hati sendiri yang sakit . Tak nak bagi harapan kat orang . Tak nak dah menagih harapan dari orang . Macam PEMINTA SEDEKAH je ! 

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What My Heart Want Is

I'm still want to be with you . To be loved with you again ..

Yeah , I did tried . But I can't make it . ;(

I thought I loved him, but he had to break my heart for me to know what true love really is

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19th / November ' 2010 - 19th / July ' 2011

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 8th MONTHS . Tak sangka kan , 8 bulan ady I'm starting messaging with you . On this date (19th) , I'm OFFICIALLY letting you go from my life dear . ;) Setelah 8 bulan . I'm letting you go now . Hehe . And I hope I can make it . Don't worry about me . I'm doin fine with all of this . 19th - That's the start and the end of us . ;)

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