Kenapa saYa Suka Sama Kamu ?

1. SaYa sUKa aWak seBaB aWAk sUka SAya >.<

2. SaYa sUka AwAk sEBab awak eNcEM ! EHem ! 

3. SAya sUka aWak sEBaB SeNyUmaN AWaK .. (n_n) 

4. SaYa sUka AwAK seBab AWak meMaHami sAya .

5. SaYa sUkA aWak SebaB aWak sUka bUat saYa seNyuM & geLak . :)

6. SaYa sUka aWAk sEBab aWAk seLAlU mENdENgar mASaLAh dAN beBeLan sAYa . ^.^

7. SaYa sUka aWak sEBab I caN iMagiNe wHat i Want . bOth oF us . You are tHe prINce aNd I'm yOur pRInCess . aWwww ~ 

* tAPi yANg paLinG bUat sAya sUka kAT aWAK seBab aWak iaLah AWak . aWAK buKan LeemInhO . aWak bUkan tOm cRuisE . awAk bUkan TaeYang . I LOVE YOU .. Wink4 !! ;) *

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ImpOrtAnt daTe beTween YOU & ME

30 / September' 2010 |0023||

- YOU started cOmmented on mY pIctUre fOr thE fIrst tIme . ^.^

27 / October' 2010 |1526|

- I gOt tHe "MmmUaHHss" fROm you fOr tHe 1st tIme . yOu've said fOr tHe 1st ANd lAst .. ;)

28 / October' 2010 |2045|

- We've mEt fOr tHe 1st tIme . I'd gAve You a bOx of CUPCAKES . ;)

- I'd tALked tO yOu . aAaAaww ! ssWeet ANd cUte lAH yOur vOice dEar .. hIk4 .. 

29 / October' 2010 |0139|

- yOu've Said :: GonNa mIsh u a Lot . HaHa ~ TiBe2 sEdieyh nIeh . Adui ::

29 / October' 2010 |0943|

- yOu wEnt tO yOur cLass . BrIngiNg mY bEg wIf yOu . hAK3 ! sweeT ! 

31 / October' 2010 |0044|

- yOu've sAid :: MISSING SUMONE ::

31 / October' 2010 |2253|

- 1st tIme you cALL me "MY MARDY BUM" ..^.^

01 / November' 2010 

- yOu gOt nO mOod . I'm Too WorrIed aBout yOu . ;(

02 / November' 2010 

- "Muahhsss aT yOur lIps . Padan mUke " - Text frOm YOu . Hek3 ! nOty ! bUt i LOike ! aWUcH !! ;p

21 / Novermber' 2010
- 1st time you did called me MAMA . Starting from that day . You & ME became PAPA & MAMA ;) 

*haK3 ! i kEep On Read YUr mEssaGes . Huh . Makes mE Fall iN lOve WIf yOu lAH dEar . gOsh . EvEntHougH i Noe wHat mIght bE haPpen . bUt aT lEast i Got tHe sWeet meMories Wif yOu . THanks fOr eVerytHIng dEAr . Thanks A lOt .. Woot ! oUr mEmOrIes nEver Fade uNtil the end . *

*I'll keep on update it yea . My Papa ~ *

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I'll Let You kNow

I Love You mOre tHan wOrds caN dEscRibe ;)

I'm just laying down at my bed . Looking at my teddy , my spongebob , my barbie , my nightmare . Grr . They are also staring at me . Ngee ! Then I smile . They are smiling too . ;)

Teddy : Dear .. Why do you look so happy ?

Me : Look into my eyes . Tell me what are you find out . ;)

Teddy : You are in love dear !! Ouh GOsh ! 

*Then I'm smiling . *

Me : Why do I love him ? Can you think about it ?

Spongebob : Yes dear . 1st - His smile . His smile can make you melting . His smile can fixed everything . Your hurt , You sadness . Your happiness .. He touch you just only with his smile .. Am i right ?

Me : Yes Spongebob . He is . Other else ? *keep on smiling*

Barbie : I know I know !! Because of the way he makes you feel . He makes you feel so alive . He makes you feel like like like like like you never felt before . His message can make you smile . Make you laugh . Make you happy . Make you feel so comfort . He's always make your day shining . Your night brighting . Am I right ?

Me : Yes you are Barbie . ;) Then ?

Nightmare : Let me guest ! You love him because of he's mean a world to you . Without him , you are nothing . Whenever you are thinking about him . All of your feeling will mixed together as 1 . You sadness because you know what might be happen . Your happiness because he's treat you as a princess . Your hurt because you know he's not belonging to you .. You wish he's always by your side . Wiping your tears while you are crying . He's really means to you . Without him , your life is empty .

Me : Nightmare , what did you've said just now are all true . I can't deny it .

Teddy : And there's some more . You love him because he makes you feel that you are the only girl in his world . He treat you like a princess . He always want you to be happy . He said that he don't want to see you crying . He always want to be by your side no matter what happen .

Spongebob : You love him because he always thinking of you every single time . Just only you in his mind . You miss the word "Missing you" . Yes . The words . You really like to hear the words from him every single day .

Barbie : You love him also because when you are looking at him , he makes your heart beating over and over . Dupdapdupdapdupdap . Even more faster . And your heart will say "Oh my god ! Oh my god ! He's there . Standing at the bus stop ! He's there . Walking in front of me . Control Margareth ! Control yourself ! "

Nightmare : The most thing that you love him is his voice . Every seconds , you can hear his whispering next to you . Even though you had just met him for once . But you still can hear his voice . Because of that , you are really missing him from day to day .

Teddy : The best thing is , you falling in love with him because he's always make your imagination look like a real . Every time when you are messaging with him , both of you will talk what are you dreaming of . Looking at the sky . Looking at the stars . Sitting down at the beach . You are lying down your head on his shoulder . Oouch ! It's really sweet dear .

Barbie : And guest what . I know what makes you love him dear . The way he calling you . Sometimes he'll call you DEAR , Honey , Cayang , Sweetheart , Mardybum . Hehehe ! I know that will makes you always smile . Makes your day complete .

Me : *Crying* . Ouh gosh . All of you are so sweet . You can read what is on my mind . What I'm always thinking of . Yes he is . He's meant everything to me . He's my world . He's my Mardybum . He's my Teddy . He's my heart . I'm heart him . I wish that know what I'm feel someday . I want him to know that I love him . Everyday . Every seconds . I'm always thinking of him . Sometimes whent I'm thinking about him, it'll make me crying suddenly . I don't know why . Yes , when we are in love with someone , we are always thinking everything about them . Can't deny it . And sometimes I will post my sad status at Facebook , then he'l text me . He asked me why . I can't express my whole feeling . I don't want him to worry about this . I just want him to be happy since the 1st day i know him . I don't want to hurting him . But as a human , I can't run from this mistakes . I do hurting him because I make him worry . Huh . Never mind , after this . I'l do the best that I can . All of you please give me some supports so I can through my day with LOVE . Mmmuahhss ! 

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rANdOm

You must be honest to take this survey! 

Honestly, are you in love right now?

 ... aBsoUteLy yESh ..

Honestly, what color is your underwear?

... eRK ... sHhhs ..

Honestly, what's on your mind right now?

.. wHat iS he dOing rIght nOw ? ...

Honestly, what are you doing right now?

 .. listEn tO aIshIteru sOng .. tHinkIng .. tYping ...

Honestly, what did you do today?

 .. hEhOw . wOke uP at 9.44am . bAth . aTe sOme cOokIes . sUrFing . wEll , sTUdEnt's lIfe ..

Honestly, do you think you are attractive?

.. kUIkUikUI . sOmetImes . ^.^

Honestly, have you done something bad today?

 .. nOpe >.< .

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?

 .. jEalOus ? eERk . eVerydAY ? hAHahA ~ hEll yEAH ..

Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?

 .. my mARdYbUm ;)))))) ...

Honestly, do you bite your nails?

 .. sOmetImes . kInda bOring . hAHaha ~ ..

Honestly, what is your mood right now?

 ..perfectly fine..

Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?

.. mArdYbUm ..

Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?

.. hAKhAKhak . daRk secrEts . yUp . ;)

Honestly, do you hate someone right now?

 .. hEll nOpe ..

Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?

 .. mY mARdybUm >.< ..

Honestly, does anyone like you?

 .. hUrm . mAYbe yeSH .. ^.^

Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?

.. hIkhIkhIk .. yeSH4 ... ;) ..

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He's My World

He's my world . He's my everything . He's my dream . He's my fantasy . He's my MardybUm . He's my Papa . He's my cUmmy2 . He's my man . He's my universe . He's meant everything to me . Yes . He is . ;)

Everytime when I'm thinking of him . I will smiling . Automatically . He can make me sad . He can make me happy . He can make me smile . He can make me cry . He can fix my heart when I'm in moody . Like what had happen today . I did something that made him hurt . I'm so sorry dear . Never mean to do that . I know you are hurt . 

After that , he'd messaged me . And my world so shine ! Really waiting for his message . ;) Ouh my Papa . I don't know what else I want to say . I'm nothing without you . My life is so empty . Please don't go away . I LOVE YOU . 

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Thanks For Everything

Lame kot aku tak update my blog . Busy lah katakan . Kadang-kadang nak tulis something . Tapi i got no idea . Hikhik . Kalau aku tengah sedih and tak tahu nak share with whom . Here ! I will write all of my feeling in here . My blog is my everything . Erk . Izit ? Na'ah . Just a certain thing i will share in here . The rest ? Let me keep it by myself . 


Sekarang ini musim EX-BOYFRIEND datang mengganggu ea ? Hairan juga aku ni . Letih melayan . Tak dilayan cari pasal pula . Bila dah layan , suruh kita turn back . Haa ! No no no no ! Strictly mention here . There is no turning back ! Sapa suruh break . Then nak turning back pula ? Jilat ludah sendiri sudha . Haishhh ! What's the matter with all of you huh ? After seorang . Seorang yang cari pasal with me . Sudah lah . Saya capek deh . Shiewwww .. ! Move away . 


Feeling . Huh . I'm damn empty without You . Seriously . I'm not kidding . After what had happen . I don't know what had happen to me . I'm kinda loneliness . What I can do is crying . Keep on crying . I do need you MardybUm . I can't live without you . Everytime when I'm thinking of all this . I will remember your Girl . Yes . She is . She owned you . She owned you . She need you MardybUm . Ouh . I can't describe my feeling while I'm wrote this . My tears ran down . She had you . She loves you . She heart you . Like i do . Damn hurt . I wanna get out from all this . But now ? It's too difficult . 


Did you know how I'm feel ? Na'ah . You didn't . But no worries . I'm letting you go now . Even though you are meant to me . Even i didn't mean anything to you . ;)


Sedihnye . Dah . Stop writing . Can't handle my feeling anymore . I just want to cry . 


**END**
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Emotional

MERINDUI SESEORANG . Itulah apa yang aku tengah hadapi sekarang ini . SAKITNYA ? Tak perlu aku beritahu . Tidak ada manusia di dunia ini yang tidak pernah ada perasaan RINDU . Setiap masa setiap ketika , hanya DIA yang berada di fikiran aku . Kalau dah sakit melanda , itu lah yang membuatkan RINDU itu bertambah kuat . Aku tidak mahu rindu itu pergi berlalu begitu sahaja . Aku hanya mahu DIA sentiasa berada di fikiran aku ini . Sakit mana pun , aku HANYA MAHU DIA .

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CupCakes ~ DIA ~

Huhu . Finally , I did meet him for the last time . After this , i will not meet him anymore. So sad . Huhu . But nevermind , eventhough i did meet him for the last time , I felt so happy . He's so sweet . Damn sweet . Huh . MaRdy bUm . Why are you so cute ? Cutiest than me . ;)

Hahaha ! Giving hik cupcakes . Slurpss . Nice . He's kinda shy2 mimiow leh . AIyakk . Even me too . How leh . Hentam saja. Janji sudha bagi . HeheEHehe !! THanks dear ... I will Not forget u . 

I Choose this design , it's so colourful . ;)

This is the CUPCAKES that i'd gave to him . Nice one . 

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Fake Facebook Account

This is the thing that I'm really scared of . And now it's happen to me . What's wrong actually ? I don't know who are the person that really hate me until he/she make another facebook . Then he/she puts the DIRTY PICTURE . Gosh , what the hell ! That person really not satisfied with me at all . Gosh ! ouh gOsh ! Nothing much that i can say . 

I'm really damn shock after watched that profile . That person add me as a friend . Aduh ! Really musuh dalam selimut deh itoo olank . Wa mau carik sampai lubang cacing itoo olank . Wa mau balas dendam . Wa mau pastikan idup olank itoo kucar kacir . Sialan ! 

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~DIA~

Huh . Apa lah yang aku rasakan sekarang ni . Semuanya tidak betul di mata dan di kepala hotak aku ni . Asyik tak tenteram . Kenapa aku sangat tak tenteram hari ini . Banyak perkara yang telah aku lakukan . Buat assignment . Buat fotografi yang hampeh tu . Siap semua . Still juga tidak tenteram . Apa aku telah menjadi makhluk Tuhan yang sudah tidak betul ?? Masuk Tanjung Rambutan lah aku nieyh alamatnya. Sob4 ...

Hurm . Pasal hati dan perasaan lagi . Kadang-kadang aku teringin sangat nak bagitau DIA , aku rindu gila-gila kat DIA . Tapi aku malu , kelu tangan untuk menekan keypad telefon untuk message kat DIA . Kenapa DIA layan aku ? Kenapa DIA memberikan harapan yang tinggi kepada aku ? Semakin DIA layan aku , makin aku sayang kat DIA . Makin aku cinta kat DIA . Tapi aku tahu dan sedar jurang antara kami berdua . Memang TERLALU BESAR jurang itu . Kadang-kadang aku terfikir gak logik nya . Andai kata kami berdua BERCOUPLE , sampai mana akan bertahan ? Erkk .. Adakah perkara tersebut akan terjadi ? Entah lah . Aku tahu siapa aku . DIA tu memang banyak peminat yang aku sendiri tidak ketahui . 

Walaupun aku cuba menepis perasaan ini , tetap tidak dapat lenyap dari diri aku . Perasaan kan datang dan pergi dengan sendirinya ? Aku pun tidak tahu bagaimana nak menghalang perasaan itu . Kadang-kadang aku update status FB aku tu , aku rasa sangat-sangat nak mengundur diri . Status tu hanyalah rekaan semata-mata . Hati di dalam tak siapa yang tahu . Hati di dalam meronta-ronta menginginkan DIA . Bagaimanalah aku nak menghadapi hari esok , lusa dan seterusnya ? 

* JANGAN TERLALU MENGHARAP AKAN SESUATU YANG TIADA KEPASTIANNYA *

* But the truth is . I need Him . That's the fact that I have to face . 

Aku suka lirik lagu PUNK ROCK JALANAN

Sungguh ku menyesal telah mengenal DIA

dan aku kecewa telah menyayanginya

dan aku tak akan mengulang kedua kalinya

Ku simpan rindu di hati gelisah tak menentu

Berawal dari kita bertemu kau akan ku jaga

Ku ingin engkau mengerti betapa kau ku cinta

Hanya padamu aku bersumpah

Kau akan ku jaga sampai mati 

Ku ingin slalu tuk menyayangimu

Dan ku ingin slalu tuk mencintaimu

Walau sampai akhir hayat ini

Jalan hidup kita berbeda 

Aku hanyalah Punk Rock Jalanan

Yang tak punya harta berlimpah

Dan mobil mewah

Ku tunggu kau ku tunggu

Ku nanti kau ku nanti

Walau sampai akhir hayat ini

Ku tunggu kau ku tunggu

Ku nanti kau ku nanti

Walau sampai akhir hayat ini

Ku tunggu kau ku tunggu

Ku nanti kau ku nanti

Walau sampai akhir hayat ini

Dulu kau berjanji akan sehidup semati

dan aku kecewa telah menyayanginya

dan aku tak akan mengulang ke dua kalinya

Ku simpan rindu di hati gelisah tak menentu

Berawal dari kita bertemu kau akan ku jaga

Ku ingin engkau mengerti betapa kau ku cinta

Hanya padamu aku bersumpah

Kau akan ku jaga sampai mati


Ku ingin slalu tuk menyayangimu
dan ku ingin slalu tuk mencintaimu
walau sampai akhir hayat ini


jalan hidup kita berbeda
aku hanyalah punk rock jalanan
yang tak punya harta berlimpah 
dan mobil mewah


ku tunggu kau ku tunggu
ku nanti kau ku nanti
walau sampai akhir hayat ini


ku tunggu kau ku tunggu
ku nanti kau ku nanti
walau sampai akhir hayat ini

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