CINTA .. Saya TERLUKA :(

CINTA .. Entahlah . Tak tahu nak describe perasaan sekarang ni . SAYA TERLUKA . SAKIT sangat rasa tu . Selalu je cakap , I'll move on . Tapi tak move juge . So hurt . Damn hurt . Sampaikan demam cause of this thing . I don't want to thing too much . But how could I ? Every single day . Every single hours . Every single minutes . What all I can do is .. Thinking of you . Damn ! Why must I to be choose to face all of this thing ? I'm weak . Too weak to face it . ;( 

Wish that I could turn back the time . Where's I didn't knowing you before . It's better that I'm stick single . My heart was not taken by anyone . Just taken by my lovely mom . I can't make thing right as I want to . I'm accidently falling for you . How can I stop that . It's all about my feeling . I can't control it . Just .. It's my biggest mistake for falling for you I think . I should be not bothered your life . Never ever disturbed it . It was my mistake .

I'm pretend like I'm too familiar with what it feels like to hurt . I'm always says that I'm used to all of this thing . But inside my heart , I'm TOTALLY broken into pieces . No one can fix it . NO ONE . 

LOVE , don't ever say "I LOVE YOU" if you're going to leave me . And the most important is . DON'T ever mentioned that word if you're going to LEAVE ME ALONE . That's word is killing me in silence .

But all I can do now is accept the truth . Cause I know the past cannot be changed , forgotten , edited or erased . It can be only accepted . So true .