Wondering

Why this gonna be happen huh ? Why must I still hoping for the things that NEVER be mine ? Everyday , every night before I go to sleep . I’ll hug your shirt . Hug my teddy . Cause you always said that you’re my teddy . I hug them and pray . I did pray . I ask from Lord that you’ll be alright . Stay healthy . Wish for you happiness . Wish that you’ll be back as my Papa someday . Yes , I did . I did pray for something that never be happen again . Worthless . I’m so tired now . I’m scare that I can’t wait anymore . If it’s a good news for you , ok . J I think it’s the suit time for letting you go . No one will hurt . I don’t want to hurting you anymore . L I should let you go dear . *crying*

You can ignoring me , but it's killing me in silent . It’s always me who’s care to much right ? Soke , I got reason for that . But you ? Do you ever care ? I don’t think so . Yeah , who am I ? I’m nothing to you . Seems like .. I’m just bertepuk sebelah tangan saja . Soke lah .. What to do , dah nasib macam ni kan . Rindu kat orang yang mungkin tak rindu kat kite . Sayang kat orang yang tak pernah sayang kat kite . Cinta kat orang yang tak pernah cinta kat kite . Dahlah , makin banyak melalut . Makin sedih nanti . Dahlah tengah hujan . Layan pulak lagu sedih … L