Disalah ertikan

Maybe . Aku nak happy . Aku nak share happy aku tu . Tapi nampak nya . Useless . Lain pula tanggapan orang . Seharian I did searched for you . I do sent some messaging to you . But you didn't replied even once . Takpa . AKu sayang . Then aku harus sabar . Maybe kamoo takda kredit kan . Ok .. Aku just pendam je . Aku tertanya-tanya . Where had you been ? Satu pesan pun kamoo tak cakap . Satu berita pun kamoo tak kirim . Kamooo tau tak betapa risaunya saya ?? Menangis kot . Tapi takpa . Aku sayang kamooo .. Hope kamoo tak apa2 .. Top-top kamoo post kat facebook . Kamoo cakap ramai sangat orang yang concern at me . Lagipun , takda kamoo pun i can still happy . Huh ? What kind of word that ? It's killing me you knOw . 

You know what . I'm just heart you . Only you . No one else . Even though there are still got some people who's concern for me . I'm still NEED you . NEED YOU . ;( . Ouh Goshh . Tears !! Dun be so cheap ! Tahan ! Baru je merasa bahagia dengan kamoo semalam . Then . It's happen again . Im too weak now . Tahu tak betapa sayangnya saya kat kamooo . Tahu tak betapa bahagia saya kalau kamoooo mesej saya . Kamooo LIKE status saya . Tahu takk ? Kamoo tahu takk ? Takk .. I dUn think that you know that . You dun even know my feeling . Not even once . It's hurt . And it's broken . Thanks for all that . Kalau lah aku leh bagitau betapanya aku bahagia dengan siapa . But it won't gonna be happen . Never and ever . Never mind . Just want let you know . I LOVE YOU MARDYBUm . Kamoo sahaja dalam hati saya . 

OUT ~

Read more...

The Risk

The Risk ? Pasai apo ni ? Hurm .. Pasal RELATIONSHIP . It's all about relationship . Before ni , bila orang sekeliling tahu aku ni still SINGLE . Dieowang memang nak berkawan . Tapi bila aku tukar sikit . Yett Nangkai is happy . Yett Nangkai is in relationship , mula lah budak2 ni menjauhkan diri . I mean BOY . Bukan nak kata aku ni berharap sangat perhatian daripada budak laki . NO . The truth is , aku sentiasa tak boleyh terima keadaan macam tu . I know certain of them likes me . Siap berterus-terang . Tapi kadang-kadang tu saya nak share gak cerita saya yang tengah berbahagia kan . Tak nak lah jadi sampai hipokrit . Cause it's me . Aku berhak lah nak cakap apa . Tapi i admit . Sometimes , what did I posted tu buat orang lain terasa . Sakit hati . Hancur hati . Budak-budak ni ada yang terlalu berharap kat aku . Tapi aku tak boleh nak tipu dieowang . Betul . Tak boleh tipu . My heart has been taken by MArdybum . Honestly . Walaupun antara aku dengan Mardybum is macam teman tapi mesra. Tapi aku sayang Mardybum aku . Aku tak nak menduakan dia . See ! I don't know why . Tak tahu nape aku tak leh nak terima insan lain dalam hidup aku . Serius .

Hurm . Totally my heart is taken by Mardybum . Tak nak salahkan siapa2 pun .

Read more...