Kenangan Terindah

04th December 2010 : 2345

Kenangan terindah bagi AKU dan ENGKAU . Ouh . Thanks for coming to my life Mardybum . You're my everything . We've spending time together-gether . Gah3 ! Never thought that I will listen to your voice again . Hehehe ~ Ouh . It's damn sweet :) . I'm started fall in love with you again Mardybum ... Huhu ~ Like the first time that I did met you . We've talked about many things . We've shared a lot of stories . And for the rest . Just you and me know what had happened . Wink3 ~

* P/s : Damn sweet memory :) *

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Shoes @ Kasut

Hahaha ~ Buang tabiat ke ape aku nieyh . Baru je uplod post tadi . Nie nak uplod lagi dah . Hak3 ! Suke aku lah . Aku suke menaip . Gah4 ! Topik kali ini pasal kasut . Aku lame dah mo beli kasut nie . Susah gak tak menepati taste aku nieyh . Haiyaa . Ada pown MAHAL . Mane nak dapat DUIT . Ngentun bulu piak ? Kahkahkahkah ~! ERkk ~ Senset ~ Lalalalala ~ 

Haaaa ~ Ni dah cari . Tengah nunggu GREENLIGHT dari pakar fashion aku nie .. Just tunggu dia aprrove je . Lalallaa ~ haaa ~ Next sem aku nak grab satu lah .. Hoho ~ Ho le . DAh mengidam lame sangat ... :)

Aku suke . Kaler fav aku . wHite . TApi cepat kotor .. Llalal ~ 

Ni sejibik macam ank buah aku punyer kowt .. sUke design die .. :)

Design nie mcm dah biasa pulak kan ..... Tapi NIKE ... :)

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TOkeii . Wa teda sengaja bha .

7.20pm : 3rd December 2010

tOkei . Wa minta maap sama looo ~ 

Haaa ~ Aku tadi p kedai jap . Mo beli shampoo . Ubat gigi . Berus gigi . And shower . Jalan sorank2 lah . Sapa lah nak teman aku nieyh . Miahaha ~ Okes . ShOrt to the story .. 

Nak dijadikan cerita . Sampai je kat kedai tu . Aku mula lah pilih barang yang aku nak beli . Berus gigi . Set . Ubat gigi . Set . Shampoo set . Conditioner set . Top2 sampai je kat area shower . Aku pegang2 pilih2 lah . Mane yang aku rase berkenan , aku amik lah . Then aku bukak satu persatu . Aku hidu . Hurm . Harum . :) Ngah dok sedap2 pilih , tiba2 siku aku nieyh gatal . Habis jatuh shower . Nasib just satu je yang jatuh ke lantai . Habis terburai isi shower tue . Aku cover terus g bayar kat kaunter . Bayar2 je aku terus chow . Siot lah . Hahaha ~ 

Jalan balik punya lah laju . Tak pandang belakang dah . Takot kene panggil balik . Miahahha ~ Semput sampai kat umah nieyh . hoho ~ Pas nieyh lame kot aku tak p kedai tue nanti . HeHoooo ~ Hope dia tak cam sangat muke aku nieyh . Hak3 ! 

*P/S : Tokeii . Wa tak jahat sangat sama lu . Lu maafkan gua saja lah k . GahGahGah ~ *

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Tom ANd Jerry

Kuikuikui .. Tom is catching Jerry

Ni lagi satu kegilaan aku . Since dari kecik kot tengok cerita nie . Even dulu takde lagi Astro kan . Tengok jugak citer nie . Hahaha ~ One of my fav cartoon . Boleh dikatakan Lagend lah cartoon ni . Berkurun kot . Jangan2 time zaman datuk nenek moyang aku dah ade cartoon nie . Kuikuikui . Bukan aku je . Anak2 buah aku . Abg2 aku minat giler ngan cartoon nieyh . Si Mccoy and Sharmine gila bebal tengok cartoon nieyh . Siap ade koleksi DVD . Haaa ~ Itu lah penangan Tom and Jerry . 

Aku suke tengok kalau dieowang bergaduh . Hahaha ~ Selalu jadi mangse teroks2 si Tom lah . Hahah ~ Kalau dah tengok cerita nie , mesti gelak . Tak mungkin tak gelak . Kahkahkah . Jangankan aku , abang2 aku lagi lah . Senyum2 kambing melihat telatah Tom and Jerry nie . Tengok muke dieowang yang sakit2 tue . HAha ! Lawak siot . eshshh !~ 

Then aku suke plak bile dieowang dah gaduh2 nie kan . Dieowang akan berbaik semule . Kihkihkhihkhi . Kiut aUwww ~ :)

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Post Lagu

Haaa ~ Ini lah kalau takde keje cari keje . Kuikuikui . But I loikee ! Suke post lagu2 yang aku minat kat facebook . Bio arh penuh . That's my right . Huhuh ~ Hurm . Dari adik2 kepada abg2 . Then dari abg2 pula kepada Dear . Honey . Sweetheart and blablabla ~ Normal right . Takpe . Hak mereka . Macam aku tak biasa kan . LAlalalala ~ Kesah pulak aku nieyh . Wat muka bodoh cukup . No nit to talk to much ! Useless . laLALA ~ 

Happy kan diri sendiri . Jaga hati diri sendiri sudah shukOp . Nak jaga hati orang memang payah . Cuz kite tak tahu ape yang dieowang nak sebenarnya . So , kalau nak puaskan ati orang . Just do it . Buat setakat yang mampu sahaja . Then the rest , let it to them . Bio arh . Selalu sangat nak jage ati orang . Hati aku sape nak jage ? Ayam ? Itik ? Lembu belakang umah ? Ouh gOshh ! Sial ~ 

Sometimes I can be nice . But not to nice . Ya lah . Nice2 aku pown , nanti owang nak pijak palak aku . Tu yang buat aku nak hangen ! Kalau hangen satu kepala je takpe . Ni satu badan . AIshh ~ Habis kene tempias owang len . Yang tak bersalah pun jadi mangse bad mood aku nanti . Aku tak mo arh cmtue . Bio je . Saket2 pun aku gak yang menanggung . Malas dah nak susahkan orang . Sob4 ~ 

P/s : K , enuf ~ 

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Tak Boleh Dah Lepas Nie

See my sad face :'(

Tak boleh dah tengok kamoo lagi ... 

Tak boleh dah skodeng2 kamoo lagi ..

Tak boleh dah tengok senyuman kamoo secara live lagi ...

Tak boleh dah tengok kamoo dating kat kedai makan lagiii .....

Tak boleh dah tengok kamoo bagi peace kat saya lagiii ...

Tak boleh dah tengok kelibat kamoo merayau2 kat kampus n kolej lagii ...

Semua tak boleh dah . Sebab kamoo tak ade kat U lagi . Kamooo pergi praktikal . Tak jauh pun tempat kamoo praktikal dengan U . Tapi , semua dah tak boleh dah . Kalau lah waktu boleh diundur . Saya mo tengok kamoo puas2 . Saya akan skodeng kamoo puas2 . Saya akan berurusniaga dengan kamooo puas2 . Erkkk . Berurusniaga ? Pe ke bende . Kuikuikui . Kira nye , bercontact lah .. Aiyoookk ~ Awal2 lagi saya akan kenal ngan awak . Tak kisah lah masa tu kamoo dah ade aweekss ke tak . 

Tahu tak betapa sedihnya hati saya sekarang . Tinggal 1 hari lagi saya kat sini . Besok nak chow sudah . Kamooo . Aissshh ~ Kenapalah kamoo muncul dalam hidup saya . Dah lah muncul last2 minute plak tu . Memang menyeksa perasaan dan batin saya betul . Saya tak tahu lah macam mana saya nak get thru benda nie . Serba tak kena betul hidup saya . Huh ~ 

Boleh tak kamoooo pergi dari hidup saya ? Eeeeeee ! Jangan ! Tak sanggup saya berjauhan dari kamoo . Walaupun sekadar minat . Tapi perasaan itooo kuat . Saya hairan betul . Selama saya minat dengan kamoo nie . Saya dah start message dengan kamoo nie . Saya tak layan sangat budak laki len . Selama ini kalau dah berkenan dengan siapa2 pun , saya still juga layan laki lain . Dengan awak berbeza sungguh . Dah takde hati mo layan budak lain . Even though dia owang bagi num kat saya . Tapi saya tak pernah nak contact with them . In my heart , in my mind , there just only you . Huhu ~ Honest . No one . 

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Sedih ~

" Kenapa dia yang bertakhta di dalam hati . Sedangkan dia milik orang . " Ayat ini lah yang selalu bermain di fikiran aku . 

Hurm ~ Sob2 ~ Kadang-kadang kalau aku sorank2 . Then layan pula lagu sedih2 . Dah lah kalau malam2 dengar lagu sedih2 . Haa ~ Nangis lah kerja aku nieyh . Asyik nangis je . Sikit-sikit nangis . Sikit-sikit nangis . Aduiyaiii ~ Apalah nak jadi yer .. :p

Tadi dah dengar lagu Ungu - Tercipta Untukku . Terus merembis air mata keluar . Haa ~ padan muka . Lagu tu meaningful lah . Really meaningful . Dengar je bunyi music time awal2 tu . Memang dah sayu . Serious . Setiap kali dengar lagu tue , sure perasaan sayu akan datang menerpa . Banyak fikir lah pula :)

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Saya suka ...

Saya suka sama kamooo besssaaarrr inniii ~ :)

Saya suka awak . Sebab awak gila-gila macam saya . Tengok how big I like you . The more I like you . The more I love you . 

Kamoo adalah pelangi dalam hidup saya . U has shine my world .

Tengok tak pelangi kat atas ? Itoo kamoo :) U has came to my life . U has coloured my life . I'm in love with you MardybUm :)

You are the music in me :)

Hehe ~ mARdybUm . Saya tak kisah kalau kamooo tidak pandai main guitar sambil nyanyi untuk saya . But the truth is . You are the music in me . 

Wanna see the stars together with you :)

Wahh ~ That's what I'm dream of . Saya mo tengok bintang dengan kamooo ~ Kat tepi pantai . Dikelilingi lilin . Wahh ~ Romantiknye . I'm lying at you shoulder . I'm huggin you . So do I :)

Saya mO mcm iNi dENgan kAmoo ~ Sweet kAn :)

I want to be with you . Tengok . Happy kan :)

Kalau boleh , i want be with you . Every second . Don't want letting you go . Mo cakap2 dengan kamoo . Mo tengok muka kamooo . Mo tengok senyuman kamoo ( that's what i want the most - Your Smile )

I can Sms U :)

Tapi , it's hard for us to meet each other . But never mind . I can texting you right . :)

mO pergi I-city dengan kamoo :)

Hukhukhuk . Saya nak sangat pergi tempat nie -I-CITY :) . Tapi tak pernah ada kesempatan . Next semester mungkin ? Amin . Simpan bajet . Hik3 ! Tapi kan . Setiap kali saya tengok orang post pasal I-City ni . I'll be sad . Entah lah . Don't know why . Teringat kat gambar MardybUm dengan aweks kot ? Hurm . Puas tak fikir sal gambar2 tu . But I can't . Still juga keep on thinking about it . Huh ~ Sad . Sad . Sad .. 

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HAncurnya Hatiku

Hoho ~ Itu just tajuk lagu je . ERm . Lagu dalam cerita Cinta Kirana . WeeHee ~ Addict to that Sinetron :) . 

" Hancurnya hatiku 

  Melepas kau pergi dari hidupku

  Dari sisiku 

  Untuk slama-lamanya . 

  Hancurnya hatiku melepas kau pergi .. "

Naa ~ Sad kan . Huh . What I'm feel just now . Empty . Zero . Yalah . Depend on my mood ma . Lalala ~ HUrm . Apa lah aku maw tulis nie . Dahlah roomate aku dah balik . Takda orang ikut aku HuhaHuha kat dalam bilik nie haa ~ 

Hooo ~ Aku perasan something today . Got someone has added me at my facebook just now . Dia cakap . " i met lots of girl lately .. one of dem attracting me .. i bet for sure she's d one ... :D "

Hukhukhuk . Rasa macam tau lah siapa yang dia maksudkan itoo :) 

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Alone

Wahhhh . Roomate aku telah pergi meninggalkan aku kekontangan disini . Pheewt ! Ahaks ! But never mind then , still got 2 more days to go . Hurry ! But all i want to do is .. I want to meet him 1st . Then baru boleh balik dengan ati yang senang . Lalalala ~ Ye lah . Lepas nie mana dapat jumpa Mardybum lagi . He's going to practical . Kalau jumpa masa dia praktikal nanti , how come ? Huhuhu ~ I'm gonna miss him alot then . ;'(

He'd sit for exam today . Wish him luck ea . Do ya best . I'll pray for ya ;) . 

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Addict

Aku ni . Kan dah mention before ni . Memang GILA bergambar . Pantang ada kesempatan . Walaupun tak secantik bila guna DSLR . Tapi bagi aku . BERGAMBAR . Aku puas . Ngaa ~ 

Nie masa aku pergi ke Kalumpang . Syoknye di pagi hari . Ngeeee ~ 

Anak Ikan ~ 

Haaa ! SImbah2 .. aKu tukaNg gamBar jEW . gAH3 ! 

sUke2 . 

nTAh aPe yANg aKu dAN sI pIda nIe bUAt . ;)

aNak ikAN . dI maNa kAMoo . ;p

aMitaBha .. bERtaPa kUnUn . kUikUikUi .. ;p

Masa kat kedai makan pOwn HARUS bergambar ye .. ;)

Ni maSe kAT keDai dEPan kAMpus - ISMAIL TOM YAM .

sENyum . mUka kEKenYangan ;)

Ni masa kat rUmah . Gago jak mok amik gambar . HAhaha ~ 

seRIous ! dAMn ~ haK3 ! ;)

hAIt ~ 

iN mY rOom ;) wIf mY beLoved TedY 

Naa ~ Sudah shakap saya . GILA snap even taK shaNteQ . kAN ~ haHAha ~ 

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Before I Went To Exam

Haaa ~ Aku nie jenis yang GEDIK bergambar . Erkkk ~ Gedik sangat ke ? Na'ah . Saja nak buat ayat noty sikit . Hahaha ~ Aku ni pantang pegang Camera . Really addict to Camera . Anywhere . Everywhere . Snipsnapsnop . Snipsnapsnop . After then , making some editing . Then upload the picture to facebook . Hahhaaha ~ Memang dah lumrah hidup manusia . Cea .. Wehehe ~ 

Ni before turun exam pagi tadi pun sempat nak bergambar . Alahai . Patut pun handphone aku rosak . Jemu dah tengok aku asyik nak bergambar je . Kuikuikuikui .. ;))

Nie member aku - Nor Hafidah bte Hassan a.k.a Pida ;)

Ni pula Nurul Atikah Saleh a.k.a Ieka ;)

Haaaa . Sorank lagi tertinggal . Jadi jurukamera - Nurul Syuhada bte Sibangi . Kuikui . Takpe . Nanti2 adalah picture Syue yer . ;) 

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FreedOm !

That's true .. ;)

Wehooo ! Examination is finally over ! Yeehahaa ~ Feel free now . But I'm still bored because I don't know what should I do . Never mind . Last paper - ACCOUNT . Quite difficult even though before this I did took this subject in school . But most of all of the question is harder than what did I learned before . But ! I'm satisfied with my answer . No regretful . ;)

Im Free ! Im Free ! Im Free ~ Hehehhe ~ 

See my happy face ? Yeahh ! \m/

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JeaLous

SerIouslY ! I'm jealous ! Yeahh ! I'm FREAKIN jEAlOus ! oUh gOsh ! hOw I'm Feel jUst nOw . onLy gOd and I kNow hOw dOes iT fEel . kO seMua naK lAYan . isH ! Maleyh Aku naK keSAh . It's yOur bUsiness . U wANt tO hANg oUt wIf wHom ? u WANt tO tExTIng wIth wHom ? yOu WANt tO sAYang2 mUchuk2 wIf wHom ? It's aLL uP to You . CUz I nOe mY limit . I'M NOTHING ON YOU . N.O.T.H.I.N.G ! 

So sAd . Sad eNuf . Cube lAH aKu laYan oRANg lEN . tAPi I waNt tO texTIng wHom ? I'm jUst wANt tO tExTing wIf yOu oOnlY ! Arhh ! dUn wANt LAh . bEttER me sIlent iN mode . It's bEtter . 

I dUn nOe wHat arE yOu dOing RIght nOw . AlwaYs ThinkIng baD about iT . hUh ! finE . lEt iT bE mARgareth . Zippp mY mOuth . Zzzipp mY eYes . zZzzIpp my heArt ! EnUf ! gO aWAy pLease . ;'(

You gO gUrl . yOu aRE sTrong eNuf . ( bUt eXactLy i'm Wasn't ) ..

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Kenapa saYa Suka Sama Kamu ?

1. SaYa sUKa aWak seBaB aWAk sUka SAya >.<

2. SaYa sUka AwAk sEBab awak eNcEM ! EHem ! 

3. SAya sUka aWak sEBaB SeNyUmaN AWaK .. (n_n) 

4. SaYa sUka AwAK seBab AWak meMaHami sAya .

5. SaYa sUkA aWak SebaB aWak sUka bUat saYa seNyuM & geLak . :)

6. SaYa sUka aWAk sEBab aWAk seLAlU mENdENgar mASaLAh dAN beBeLan sAYa . ^.^

7. SaYa sUka aWak sEBab I caN iMagiNe wHat i Want . bOth oF us . You are tHe prINce aNd I'm yOur pRInCess . aWwww ~ 

* tAPi yANg paLinG bUat sAya sUka kAT aWAK seBab aWak iaLah AWak . aWAK buKan LeemInhO . aWak bUkan tOm cRuisE . awAk bUkan TaeYang . I LOVE YOU .. Wink4 !! ;) *

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ImpOrtAnt daTe beTween YOU & ME

30 / September' 2010 |0023||

- YOU started cOmmented on mY pIctUre fOr thE fIrst tIme . ^.^

27 / October' 2010 |1526|

- I gOt tHe "MmmUaHHss" fROm you fOr tHe 1st tIme . yOu've said fOr tHe 1st ANd lAst .. ;)

28 / October' 2010 |2045|

- We've mEt fOr tHe 1st tIme . I'd gAve You a bOx of CUPCAKES . ;)

- I'd tALked tO yOu . aAaAaww ! ssWeet ANd cUte lAH yOur vOice dEar .. hIk4 .. 

29 / October' 2010 |0139|

- yOu've Said :: GonNa mIsh u a Lot . HaHa ~ TiBe2 sEdieyh nIeh . Adui ::

29 / October' 2010 |0943|

- yOu wEnt tO yOur cLass . BrIngiNg mY bEg wIf yOu . hAK3 ! sweeT ! 

31 / October' 2010 |0044|

- yOu've sAid :: MISSING SUMONE ::

31 / October' 2010 |2253|

- 1st tIme you cALL me "MY MARDY BUM" ..^.^

01 / November' 2010 

- yOu gOt nO mOod . I'm Too WorrIed aBout yOu . ;(

02 / November' 2010 

- "Muahhsss aT yOur lIps . Padan mUke " - Text frOm YOu . Hek3 ! nOty ! bUt i LOike ! aWUcH !! ;p

21 / Novermber' 2010
- 1st time you did called me MAMA . Starting from that day . You & ME became PAPA & MAMA ;) 

*haK3 ! i kEep On Read YUr mEssaGes . Huh . Makes mE Fall iN lOve WIf yOu lAH dEar . gOsh . EvEntHougH i Noe wHat mIght bE haPpen . bUt aT lEast i Got tHe sWeet meMories Wif yOu . THanks fOr eVerytHIng dEAr . Thanks A lOt .. Woot ! oUr mEmOrIes nEver Fade uNtil the end . *

*I'll keep on update it yea . My Papa ~ *

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I'll Let You kNow

I Love You mOre tHan wOrds caN dEscRibe ;)

I'm just laying down at my bed . Looking at my teddy , my spongebob , my barbie , my nightmare . Grr . They are also staring at me . Ngee ! Then I smile . They are smiling too . ;)

Teddy : Dear .. Why do you look so happy ?

Me : Look into my eyes . Tell me what are you find out . ;)

Teddy : You are in love dear !! Ouh GOsh ! 

*Then I'm smiling . *

Me : Why do I love him ? Can you think about it ?

Spongebob : Yes dear . 1st - His smile . His smile can make you melting . His smile can fixed everything . Your hurt , You sadness . Your happiness .. He touch you just only with his smile .. Am i right ?

Me : Yes Spongebob . He is . Other else ? *keep on smiling*

Barbie : I know I know !! Because of the way he makes you feel . He makes you feel so alive . He makes you feel like like like like like you never felt before . His message can make you smile . Make you laugh . Make you happy . Make you feel so comfort . He's always make your day shining . Your night brighting . Am I right ?

Me : Yes you are Barbie . ;) Then ?

Nightmare : Let me guest ! You love him because of he's mean a world to you . Without him , you are nothing . Whenever you are thinking about him . All of your feeling will mixed together as 1 . You sadness because you know what might be happen . Your happiness because he's treat you as a princess . Your hurt because you know he's not belonging to you .. You wish he's always by your side . Wiping your tears while you are crying . He's really means to you . Without him , your life is empty .

Me : Nightmare , what did you've said just now are all true . I can't deny it .

Teddy : And there's some more . You love him because he makes you feel that you are the only girl in his world . He treat you like a princess . He always want you to be happy . He said that he don't want to see you crying . He always want to be by your side no matter what happen .

Spongebob : You love him because he always thinking of you every single time . Just only you in his mind . You miss the word "Missing you" . Yes . The words . You really like to hear the words from him every single day .

Barbie : You love him also because when you are looking at him , he makes your heart beating over and over . Dupdapdupdapdupdap . Even more faster . And your heart will say "Oh my god ! Oh my god ! He's there . Standing at the bus stop ! He's there . Walking in front of me . Control Margareth ! Control yourself ! "

Nightmare : The most thing that you love him is his voice . Every seconds , you can hear his whispering next to you . Even though you had just met him for once . But you still can hear his voice . Because of that , you are really missing him from day to day .

Teddy : The best thing is , you falling in love with him because he's always make your imagination look like a real . Every time when you are messaging with him , both of you will talk what are you dreaming of . Looking at the sky . Looking at the stars . Sitting down at the beach . You are lying down your head on his shoulder . Oouch ! It's really sweet dear .

Barbie : And guest what . I know what makes you love him dear . The way he calling you . Sometimes he'll call you DEAR , Honey , Cayang , Sweetheart , Mardybum . Hehehe ! I know that will makes you always smile . Makes your day complete .

Me : *Crying* . Ouh gosh . All of you are so sweet . You can read what is on my mind . What I'm always thinking of . Yes he is . He's meant everything to me . He's my world . He's my Mardybum . He's my Teddy . He's my heart . I'm heart him . I wish that know what I'm feel someday . I want him to know that I love him . Everyday . Every seconds . I'm always thinking of him . Sometimes whent I'm thinking about him, it'll make me crying suddenly . I don't know why . Yes , when we are in love with someone , we are always thinking everything about them . Can't deny it . And sometimes I will post my sad status at Facebook , then he'l text me . He asked me why . I can't express my whole feeling . I don't want him to worry about this . I just want him to be happy since the 1st day i know him . I don't want to hurting him . But as a human , I can't run from this mistakes . I do hurting him because I make him worry . Huh . Never mind , after this . I'l do the best that I can . All of you please give me some supports so I can through my day with LOVE . Mmmuahhss ! 

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rANdOm

You must be honest to take this survey! 

Honestly, are you in love right now?

 ... aBsoUteLy yESh ..

Honestly, what color is your underwear?

... eRK ... sHhhs ..

Honestly, what's on your mind right now?

.. wHat iS he dOing rIght nOw ? ...

Honestly, what are you doing right now?

 .. listEn tO aIshIteru sOng .. tHinkIng .. tYping ...

Honestly, what did you do today?

 .. hEhOw . wOke uP at 9.44am . bAth . aTe sOme cOokIes . sUrFing . wEll , sTUdEnt's lIfe ..

Honestly, do you think you are attractive?

.. kUIkUikUI . sOmetImes . ^.^

Honestly, have you done something bad today?

 .. nOpe >.< .

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?

 .. jEalOus ? eERk . eVerydAY ? hAHahA ~ hEll yEAH ..

Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?

 .. my mARdYbUm ;)))))) ...

Honestly, do you bite your nails?

 .. sOmetImes . kInda bOring . hAHaha ~ ..

Honestly, what is your mood right now?

 ..perfectly fine..

Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?

.. mArdYbUm ..

Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?

.. hAKhAKhak . daRk secrEts . yUp . ;)

Honestly, do you hate someone right now?

 .. hEll nOpe ..

Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?

 .. mY mARdybUm >.< ..

Honestly, does anyone like you?

 .. hUrm . mAYbe yeSH .. ^.^

Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?

.. hIkhIkhIk .. yeSH4 ... ;) ..

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He's My World

He's my world . He's my everything . He's my dream . He's my fantasy . He's my MardybUm . He's my Papa . He's my cUmmy2 . He's my man . He's my universe . He's meant everything to me . Yes . He is . ;)

Everytime when I'm thinking of him . I will smiling . Automatically . He can make me sad . He can make me happy . He can make me smile . He can make me cry . He can fix my heart when I'm in moody . Like what had happen today . I did something that made him hurt . I'm so sorry dear . Never mean to do that . I know you are hurt . 

After that , he'd messaged me . And my world so shine ! Really waiting for his message . ;) Ouh my Papa . I don't know what else I want to say . I'm nothing without you . My life is so empty . Please don't go away . I LOVE YOU . 

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Thanks For Everything

Lame kot aku tak update my blog . Busy lah katakan . Kadang-kadang nak tulis something . Tapi i got no idea . Hikhik . Kalau aku tengah sedih and tak tahu nak share with whom . Here ! I will write all of my feeling in here . My blog is my everything . Erk . Izit ? Na'ah . Just a certain thing i will share in here . The rest ? Let me keep it by myself . 


Sekarang ini musim EX-BOYFRIEND datang mengganggu ea ? Hairan juga aku ni . Letih melayan . Tak dilayan cari pasal pula . Bila dah layan , suruh kita turn back . Haa ! No no no no ! Strictly mention here . There is no turning back ! Sapa suruh break . Then nak turning back pula ? Jilat ludah sendiri sudha . Haishhh ! What's the matter with all of you huh ? After seorang . Seorang yang cari pasal with me . Sudah lah . Saya capek deh . Shiewwww .. ! Move away . 


Feeling . Huh . I'm damn empty without You . Seriously . I'm not kidding . After what had happen . I don't know what had happen to me . I'm kinda loneliness . What I can do is crying . Keep on crying . I do need you MardybUm . I can't live without you . Everytime when I'm thinking of all this . I will remember your Girl . Yes . She is . She owned you . She owned you . She need you MardybUm . Ouh . I can't describe my feeling while I'm wrote this . My tears ran down . She had you . She loves you . She heart you . Like i do . Damn hurt . I wanna get out from all this . But now ? It's too difficult . 


Did you know how I'm feel ? Na'ah . You didn't . But no worries . I'm letting you go now . Even though you are meant to me . Even i didn't mean anything to you . ;)


Sedihnye . Dah . Stop writing . Can't handle my feeling anymore . I just want to cry . 


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