Thank You For Hurting Me XD

Thank you so much dear . Thank you . I don't know what else I could say . I'm hurt too much now . Too much . *crying while writing this* .. Huh ~ I try to smile . But I can't . My tears is run so fast . I can't bear with all of this thing . I'm too weak . I'd told so . So weak . It's nothing special anymore . 


Everything seems to be worst . I need to accept the truth now . He's not mine . Not longer mine . I'm get so jealous right now . I'm so sorry . I can't control myself anymore . I gotta go with my own way now . I should let you go . Even though we want to be like before , I think it's doesn't work . It can't be happen . Your heart is belong to her . You're stay in her heart dear . Not longer in mine . I can fill it . Although you've said " Kalau she is my jodoh , we're mean to be together . " Yes she is .    
I think it's the right time for me to move on . If not , I'll gettin so hurt . Sebab , I'm in love with you . Not you heart anymore . I don't want it . I want to fall for your heart . That's the most important . I want to win your heart . I want to steal your heart . That's all . 
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Do I Have Any Reason To Fall In Love With You ?

" Our heart is the greatest cheater in the world . It makes thousands of different excuses to stay in touch with the people we Love "

Do I ? Even though a million times if you ask me the same question , why do I fall for you . My answer will be the same . I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE . And I think I don't need any answer for your question dear . 

My heart for you is never change . It's always the same . I'm the one who's admire you . I'm the one who's seek for your love . I'm the one who's always care for you . I'm the one who's always by your side . I'm the one always LOVING YOU . I'm the one who's desire you . 

Sometimes , I don't think you're really care at all . Because I know , you're not the old you . You're the new person that I'd knew . Do you know how much I wish I could be fall for the person who's really make me fall in love like before ? That's the old you . The old my Mr.Mardybum . The one who's always be my side . The one who's always care for me . The one who's always make me laugh . The one who's always make me smile all the time . The one who's become a poison and a drug who's always makes me addicted to . Honestly , I'm really miss the old you . 

No one understands the silence between my words . No one understands the sadness behind my smile . No one understands the unsaid feelings of mine . They think I am fine but only I know daily I am dying . I want to be happy again . I want to live those moments again . I am sick of wearing a fake smile . I am waiting for the one who can really make me smile . And I know , just and only . Mr.Mardybum is that person . ;'(

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