My Heart is Crying

He's the one can make me forget about someone . That's why I accept him . I try . Pernah cakap before ni , I'm scared of accept anyone . Because my heart still belonging to someone . But I try so hard . And it's work . He'd took my heart slowly . Yes he is . But now , entah di mana silap dan salah nya hubungan ni . Semuanya tak seperti yang disangkakan . 

Before this pernah berlaku macam ni . Yes , masa dengan Awie dulu . He's not be by myside when I need him most . Bila aku tanya , senyap je . Suka menyepikan diri macam ni . Agak lama jugak he'd treat me like that . Last-last you know what had happened ? HATI SAYA DAH TAWAR . Hati saya yang selama ni sangat mencintai dan menyayanginya , semakin lama semakin tawar sebab layanan macam ni yang saya dapat . Kalau boleh , he's just ignore me like this .

Sakitnya hanya Tuhan sahaja yang tahu . Benda macam ni lah yang buat aku fobia sangat2 . Fobia nak mencuba untuk menerima seseorang dalam hidup saya . I know nothing is going to be perfect . But at least I'd make an effort on this . When things is going like this . MATI KUTU tau . What's on my mind is . I want to END UP this thing . I just want to be alone . I don't want to think too much . I can't . Nanti yang parah . Aku sendiri . I must save  myself . I'm sorry . Bukan nak kejam , but that's the reality . I HATE HEARTBROKEN .

Once I've fall for someone , I'll fall so hard . So please treat me well . But if you don't , then I'll move . That's me . You the one who create this situation . I'm just follow . I don't know what else should I do . I'm hurt enough . I think better we're remain be as a friend . Ok . 

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~ G I F T ~

On last Wednesday , I'd hangout with my Chinese students . Hehe . They have arranged the appointment . So , I just follow only lor . 

First , we've our lunch at Noodle Taste . Hehe ! Boleyh tahan larh makanan kat situ . Nak tahu ape ? Dieowang yang spon aku mamam . Memang baik betul lah budak nie . Lepas mamam tu , kami berjalan2 disekitar East Coast Mall tu je . Sementara nak tunggu masa nak tengok wayang kan . Movie started at 3.20pm . Before tengok wayang tu , we all karaoke dulu . Hihi ! Sah2 lah aku kena nyanyi lagu Chinese & Korean dengan dieowang . Hehe ! Tak tahu nyanyi ? Bantaiiii je . At least , I've fun that day . Thanks alot students . I'm really appreciate it . 

Oh yeah . On the next day . You want to know what ? They've gave me a present .. Haaa ! Wanna cried lar me that day . Haha ! Serious . Sangat2 terharu . They've gave to many effort . Tersentuhnye .. Sebak dada nak tinggalkan mereka . Budak2 aku yang nakal dulu pun banyak yang dah berubah sikap since aku dah ajar dieowang . Ouh guy , I'm gonna miss you all . :(

Then ade segelintir budak2 Form 1 nieyh yang suka sangat kat aku . Siap bagi kad raya yang dieowang buat sendiri & beli . Then , siap bagi tandatangan seluruh kelas bagi kat aku . See ? Mana tak nye aku nak nangeh .. Huhuhu ! 

What's in inside ? Wanna know ?? Jeng Jeng Jeng ... >.<

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Do you ACCEPT me for who I am ?

Sometimes , Im just wanna be like a little kid again . Tak nak fikir pasal apa2 yang boleh menyakitkan hati aku . Nak bermain2 . Nak kena marah dengan mak . Nak dapat kiss dari mak . Tapi everything is alrite . Mak marah , mak pukul sampai nangis pun aku tak kesah sebab mak sayang aku . Bila dah besar macam ni , bila orang yang sayang ngan kita TAK sayang dah , hati sakit tau . Sakit tu tak sama macam bila mak marah . Sakit tu boleh buat kita kelam kabut . Buat kita rasa tak tenang pun .

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~ New Life Has Began ~

5th August 2011

I'll finally move on . :)

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~ D o n ' t K n o w ~

If he’s really loves me . He wouldn’t scared to admit his feeling . Thus , he’s also will admit me as his gurlfie . Nothing to be scare of right ? If you really sincerely loving someone , what you want to do is you want the world know she/he’s yours .

·       At first you would text me: “Goodnight :]”

·       It then turned into: “Goodnight! :D”

·       Soon, it became: “Goodnight (insert name) Love”

·       And sure enough, it turned into your voice saying: “Goodnight babe! I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”

·       Then, soon, it turned into your voice saying: “Gnight.”

·       And then it went back to texts, saying: “Goodnight”

·       And finally, it made its way to: “Night.”

·       And now, you don’t even say anything to me anymore.

* Always happen :( *

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