He's the one can make me forget about someone . That's why I accept him . I try . Pernah cakap before ni , I'm scared of accept anyone . Because my heart still belonging to someone . But I try so hard . And it's work . He'd took my heart slowly . Yes he is . But now , entah di mana silap dan salah nya hubungan ni . Semuanya tak seperti yang disangkakan .
Before this pernah berlaku macam ni . Yes , masa dengan Awie dulu . He's not be by myside when I need him most . Bila aku tanya , senyap je . Suka menyepikan diri macam ni . Agak lama jugak he'd treat me like that . Last-last you know what had happened ? HATI SAYA DAH TAWAR . Hati saya yang selama ni sangat mencintai dan menyayanginya , semakin lama semakin tawar sebab layanan macam ni yang saya dapat . Kalau boleh , he's just ignore me like this .
Sakitnya hanya Tuhan sahaja yang tahu . Benda macam ni lah yang buat aku fobia sangat2 . Fobia nak mencuba untuk menerima seseorang dalam hidup saya . I know nothing is going to be perfect . But at least I'd make an effort on this . When things is going like this . MATI KUTU tau . What's on my mind is . I want to END UP this thing . I just want to be alone . I don't want to think too much . I can't . Nanti yang parah . Aku sendiri . I must save myself . I'm sorry . Bukan nak kejam , but that's the reality . I HATE HEARTBROKEN .
Once I've fall for someone , I'll fall so hard . So please treat me well . But if you don't , then I'll move . That's me . You the one who create this situation . I'm just follow . I don't know what else should I do . I'm hurt enough . I think better we're remain be as a friend . Ok .
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