Ikhlas ke Awak Sayang Kat Saya ?

Ouh really ? Are you sincere in loving me ? Please don't play with my heart ok . Baby , you give me too much hope sometimes . And , I'm hoping too much . Seriously . 

Big girl don't cry right ? But I can't . I must cry on . Entahlah . I'm think too much now . Maybe , crying is the best way to express my feeling .  No one knows how I'm feel . No one cares .

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It's So Hard To Forget Someone Who Gave You So Much To Remember

Yeahh .. Aku mengesyokkan diri aku sendiri lah . Semakin hari semakin aku syok sendiri . Hurm . Ada baik and ada buruk . Ye ek ? Tak tahu . That's what I'm think about . Entahlah , aku rasa better I'm keep on silent . That's the best and better way . Macam before ni kan . Tak ganggu hidup DIA . DIA pun tak ganggu gak . 

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Kita bukan aku dan kamu yang dulu lagi dah ... :)

Mencari dan terus mencari . Di mana ? Ke mana ? Menghilang entah ke mana .. Ngee ~ Entahlah apa aku nak tulis nie . Aku ikut rentak hati dan tangan yang rancak menaip . Macam main piano larh pulak kan .. Heh . Al-maklum lah kan . Nak belajar main piano pulak lepas ni . Heh ~ Konon .. :)

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Little things mean a lot

True . A little things mean a lot . It's happen to anyone of us . Everyone are feel the same thing right ? No matter what had happened to us . It's really bring a lot of changes . Even though it's a small matter , but it's mean a lot . 

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Aishiteru Mardybum

Heh ~ Entah kenape mood aku leh happy plak arinie . Happy sangat2 . Salunya , before tidur pasti aku akan bertemankan air mata . But tonight , I'm feel so happy . Don't know why . Tak kira aku tengah happy ke . Tengah bersedih ke . Yang pasti . HE's always in my mind . ;)

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Memory Remains II

* .. hehe..2 laa..1st tyme jmpe, dnga sore ..
* ..huhu..yep..dnga sore pon, da jdik tndu kan ..
* .. hehe..ye eh...sy pon..awk, malunye..sy kan gune beg awk, td lalu sblh mmber awk..aiyaakk..
* huhu . hate sewing ..
* ..hehe..de plak no hdu..mo kis la . lalala ~
* Huhu ..xmoo tdo dah..mish u la ..
* Yeke..emm, sy xwtpe..mkn cupcke..hehe ..
* ..huhu..emm,sy da mam 10bjik..knyg..hehe..
* ..xmo..huu ~,,missing sum1..
* huhu~ ..bling laa..emm..ngah text la neh..die jaohh ..
* huhu..xkne2..week..emm,jaoh..kat miri sne wak..
* huhu..yelah..t tkot xdpt jmpe die ..
* ..yeppp..huhu..adei..tringat die je neyh..how ?..
* ..huk3 ..nseb jgk sy bg no fon..awk bkn nk mntk...
* ..xponn..hehe..emm,xdela..teddy tggl tm..yg pluk 2 kt Miri..
* hehe...emm..wak,cni jap..nk bisik kt tlinge awk..
* ..hahahha ..muuahhhh...sje, nk kis pp awk . lalaa ~
* ...hehe..awk kne tpuu..merah muke 2...
* ..hehe..tp sy leh imgne mke awk merah,n mesti ngah senyum2 ..
* hahhaa ..of cos i can...mmuahh..see..
*..haha . yess ..i got it ..
* ..hak3...so i can kiss u many times la kn ..
* hehe..okes, t sy g sane awk mst bwk sy jejalan..
*..erkk...ye2..jln..awk 2 je mrangkak ..haha ~
* hohoho..xmo2..tgok awk je .lalalala ~
* ... my mardybum (31/11/2010 :: 2253)


*nanti2 saya update lagi ok . Ngantok . Thus , tak tahan nak update . Menangis tak henti2 . ! Too many memories about me and HIM . Huh ! Dugaan betul lah . Mish him sow sudden . ~
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Takdir Tuhan , Tak Siapa Yang Mampu Mengubahnya

Baik . Entry kali ni . "Takdir Tuhan Tak Siapa Yang Mampu Mengubahnya" . That's right . Everything had happened , there must be a reason . Aku salu gak percaya . Yah , yang berlaku mesti ada hikmahnya .

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Entahlah

Kadang kala , awak buat saya rasa seperti saya ni diperlukan sangat2 . Dihargai sangat2 . Tapi kadang2 awak buat saya rasakan yang saya ni , PERASAN sangat2 . Still berharap kat something yang SUDAH PASTI . Kenyataan yang benar . Bukan nak salahkan awak . Tapi . Entahlah . Jawapan kepada semua soalan . ENTAHLAH . Lebih baik saya bawa haluan sendiri lepas ni .

Just now , I've conversation with mom . Nangis tak henti2 saya . Mom asked me why I'm cried so much . Tapi , silent is better . Banyak berdolah dalih dengan mom just now . Mom , I'm sorry . I'm just nit yur shoulder to cry it out . Tak tahan dah mak . Sakit ... ;'(
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Kenapa Nak Sedih ?

Hah ~ Nape nak sedih ni . Takde pape pun nak disedihkan kan MArgareth . Be cool babe ! Cool !!!! Damn . Tak suke betul dengan keadaan macam ni . Seharian ok je . Tiba2 tak ok plak dah . Huh ~ Better deactive terus . Biar tak tahu apa2 lagi . Asyik nak bersedih je . Asik nak menangis je . Suke sangat membazir air mata awak tu for something that ... Nonsense ! Errrggggggggggggggggggggggggggghh ~ Dah lahhh . Spoilt my mud betul ! Huh ~ Tiba2 teringat kat DIa . Entahlahh . Rasa nak message DIa . RAsa nak Kolling DIa . Tapiii .. Apa hak aku ? Tak pe larhhh .. Let it be like tat .. Out ~
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Maaf Sebab Saya Tak Dapat Nak Lupakan Awak

Heh . Takde keje now . Just relaks2 je . So , update lagi lah ok . Saje je nak buang bosan and nak lelapkan mata . Tadi , chat dengan si DIA sekejap . Terubat gak rindu kat DIA . Huhu . Now , baru lepas belek2 chatbox between me and HIM . Hehe .. Agak lucu disitu . Ade yang part manje2 . Ade gak part bile dah bergaduh . Hehehe ~Really mish all of that you know .

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